broken glass is beautiful

broken glass is beautiful
so everyone has to go home one day.....where does broken glass go home to? well in our house it went into my toot ouch then it was removed thrown into the bin where next? probably a rubbish truck... then after that transferred to a rubbish dump somewhere in the countryside.... poor little piece of glass is going to live the rest of its day in darkness... i wonder if someone found it a 100 years from now could they trace it back to me... i wonder..... how long does DNA stay on an object? and how long does glass take to disintegrate? can someone environmentally friendly tell me???

i know im going pretty deep into a tiny piece of glass... but u know broken glass is beautiful.... and it did prevent me from sleeping last night so i want to praise it lol...

i am deadly serious though
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# Posted on Monday, 07 December 2009 at 5:27 AM

some play girl i am lol

some play girl i am lol
good thinking bringing a new guy to a small restaurant with not many costomers who know me and my exboyfriend wow how smart am i..............
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# Posted on Thursday, 03 December 2009 at 5:12 PM

hmmmm

hmmmm
These days i am like a ship without a rudder lol. i am going nowhere fast... i don't know where i'm going, what i want or who i want for that matter lol.i just don't know, i'm taking everyday as it comes... the only thing i am doing is putting my heart on my sleeve im not becoming clingy or obsessive with any guy well thats what i hope i don't know how long i can go on like that for lol!!!

i don't know i feel like i should take a single status but instead i don't want to. i want to exploit my freeness and go to and from who i like and please. i sound like a slut but i just want to have fun and not have to commit seriously to anyone. i just want to enjoy the company....
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# Posted on Tuesday, 01 December 2009 at 4:47 PM

John and Edward

John and Edward
i love these 2 !!!

JOHN AND EDWARD!!
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# Posted on Saturday, 14 November 2009 at 4:38 PM

Fan Ying yin

Fan Ying yin
well today is Tuesday, me and Andre broke up 5 days ago. However it feels like nothings happened... which i suppose is a good thing because i don't feel the need to dwell on it. i mean i haven't had sleepless nights. i have had interrupted nights sleep. i have woke up at absurd times. like 4am 5am 6.30am. just with the urge to check my phone obviously nothing there....

During the weekend i did have a messy call to Andre and i cried down the phone and told him i couldn't take it. i wanted him to shoot me or kill me or something. quite the bad. but last night it was like role reversal, Andre text me "do you want to go back" i was like "go back where?" he said "do you want to go back together" frankly my heart jumped. i didn't know how to respond my heart wanted to say yes yes yes!!! but my brain said no. so i said lets talk about it at another time. :( it hurt to say that. i saw him today and he didn't mention anything about it. i don't know how were going to get by. both wanting each other but can't have it.

But i think part of the thing with me is that i have a substitute which sounds a bit bad. Actually you know what it is bad. its like one wrong does not lead you to a right... I'm not saying what i have been doing is right.. just when i think about Andre, i feel sad. then when this guy texts me i feel happy again. hes cheering me up. is that so bad? i know its not really getting over Andre its just doing something to take my mind off him.

i just don't want to go down the same road again. Then have to go through the same problems all over again. who knows whats going to happen. i just have to wait for now i am going to stick with my pacifier.
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# Posted on Tuesday, 03 November 2009 at 4:25 PM