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JOHN AND EDWARD!!
JOHN AND EDWARD!!
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# Posté le samedi 14 novembre 2009 16:38
Fan Ying yin
well today is Tuesday, me and Andre broke up 5 days ago. However it feels like nothings happened... which i suppose is a good thing because i don't feel the need to dwell on it. i mean i haven't had sleepless nights. i have had interrupted nights sleep. i have woke up at absurd times. like 4am 5am 6.30am. just with the urge to check my phone obviously nothing there....
During the weekend i did have a messy call to Andre and i cried down the phone and told him i couldn't take it. i wanted him to shoot me or kill me or something. quite the bad. but last night it was like role reversal, Andre text me "do you want to go back" i was like "go back where?" he said "do you want to go back together" frankly my heart jumped. i didn't know how to respond my heart wanted to say yes yes yes!!! but my brain said no. so i said lets talk about it at another time. :( it hurt to say that. i saw him today and he didn't mention anything about it. i don't know how were going to get by. both wanting each other but can't have it.
But i think part of the thing with me is that i have a substitute which sounds a bit bad. Actually you know what it is bad. its like one wrong does not lead you to a right... I'm not saying what i have been doing is right.. just when i think about Andre, i feel sad. then when this guy texts me i feel happy again. hes cheering me up. is that so bad? i know its not really getting over Andre its just doing something to take my mind off him.
i just don't want to go down the same road again. Then have to go through the same problems all over again. who knows whats going to happen. i just have to wait for now i am going to stick with my pacifier.
During the weekend i did have a messy call to Andre and i cried down the phone and told him i couldn't take it. i wanted him to shoot me or kill me or something. quite the bad. but last night it was like role reversal, Andre text me "do you want to go back" i was like "go back where?" he said "do you want to go back together" frankly my heart jumped. i didn't know how to respond my heart wanted to say yes yes yes!!! but my brain said no. so i said lets talk about it at another time. :( it hurt to say that. i saw him today and he didn't mention anything about it. i don't know how were going to get by. both wanting each other but can't have it.
But i think part of the thing with me is that i have a substitute which sounds a bit bad. Actually you know what it is bad. its like one wrong does not lead you to a right... I'm not saying what i have been doing is right.. just when i think about Andre, i feel sad. then when this guy texts me i feel happy again. hes cheering me up. is that so bad? i know its not really getting over Andre its just doing something to take my mind off him.
i just don't want to go down the same road again. Then have to go through the same problems all over again. who knows whats going to happen. i just have to wait for now i am going to stick with my pacifier.
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# Posté le mardi 03 novembre 2009 16:25
2nd episode
We broke up..............
my heart aches.
i still can't accept it.
even though i know its right i can't accept it
not yet anyway..
trying to be strong is not fun.
:( :( :( :(
my heart aches.
i still can't accept it.
even though i know its right i can't accept it
not yet anyway..
trying to be strong is not fun.
:( :( :( :(
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# Posté le dimanche 01 novembre 2009 08:01
Nina Ricci~~~
OH MY GOD !! im so totally getting this!! seriously my mom has already ordered it online.. but i have to wait til Christmas to actually touch it T.T i hate waiting its so beautiful ~~~ !! i have a dress identical to this girl lol well not identical lol. but very similar :D I hope one day il have a boyfriend who goes out and buys me my favorite perfume just as a surprise.... i know im just dreaming but it would be so special. actually it would be pretty amazing if a guy went out and bought me a bunch of pink flowers... it doesn't have to be roses im not that fussy lol just some sort of flower. actually i was given a flower once before. for my debs but that wasn't special i want to get it from someone i love...............
wishful thinking i know... but a girl can dream right.... Talking about dreaming... yesterday was a weird day... i don't know what the hells got into me... maybe its just all this frustration built up in me. i'm just letting it all out in a strange direction i don't mean any harm.... actually i don't know what i mean i just want to live life. like a normal girl......
Although despite it all.... i woke up this morning my body had aches and pains... i think this means im out of practice and still have alot to learn lol...
The thing is i haven't fallen out of love with my boyfriend... just hes put constraints on the relationship. like making all these excuses that he doesn't want to give me all t hese bad memories so hes holding back... but i don't want that. i want him to want me. not just as company but as everything a proper girlfriend....
wishful thinking i know... but a girl can dream right.... Talking about dreaming... yesterday was a weird day... i don't know what the hells got into me... maybe its just all this frustration built up in me. i'm just letting it all out in a strange direction i don't mean any harm.... actually i don't know what i mean i just want to live life. like a normal girl......
Although despite it all.... i woke up this morning my body had aches and pains... i think this means im out of practice and still have alot to learn lol...
The thing is i haven't fallen out of love with my boyfriend... just hes put constraints on the relationship. like making all these excuses that he doesn't want to give me all t hese bad memories so hes holding back... but i don't want that. i want him to want me. not just as company but as everything a proper girlfriend....
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# Posté le jeudi 22 octobre 2009 15:54
what a crazy night...
yesterday i had the most amazing out of body experience i swear the person there was not me :| is that wierd??? I actually have no clue what was running through my head. it was totally out of character. i wonder where this is leading??? all i know is i want more..
but u know part of me knows its so wrong.... how could i do this to someone i love.... today i was in the library and he text me *^_^* my boyfriend was looking at my new phone and i had to grab it back and he was like who was that? i sad nothing then he was like fine a secret ;| that was pretty cruel. i don't want to be a bad girl i just don't know what i want......i just want me and my boyfriend to be back to how we were before august :( but i think were in a state of no return.... sad story... now im in this triangle.....
decisions, decisions decisions......
i still can't get over last night i was still shaking in my bed last night... oh my god... i couldn't control myself... im sad its not my boyfriiend im thinking about. :(
but u know part of me knows its so wrong.... how could i do this to someone i love.... today i was in the library and he text me *^_^* my boyfriend was looking at my new phone and i had to grab it back and he was like who was that? i sad nothing then he was like fine a secret ;| that was pretty cruel. i don't want to be a bad girl i just don't know what i want......i just want me and my boyfriend to be back to how we were before august :( but i think were in a state of no return.... sad story... now im in this triangle.....
decisions, decisions decisions......
i still can't get over last night i was still shaking in my bed last night... oh my god... i couldn't control myself... im sad its not my boyfriiend im thinking about. :(
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# Posté le lundi 19 octobre 2009 15:25
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